Kingdom Fireworks or the Mind of the Lord
4th of July 2011
Paul wrote in Romans 722-25:
22 For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23 but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. 24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? 25 Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord! (see Romans 7:14-25 NIV for the compete section on his internal struggle)
In his book The Social Animal, David Brooks spends a lot of time on the mind and how powerful our minds are, especially our unconscious mind. In his section on “Fellowship” he says…. “We are like spiritual Grand Central stations. We are junctions where millions of sensations, emotions, and signals interpenetrate every second.” (Brooks, p.xvi)
In the “Empire of Emotion” he talks about our conscious mind being..” like a general atop a platform, who sees the world from a distance and analyses things linearly and linguistically, the unconscious mind is like a million little scouts. The scouts careen across the landscape, sending back a constant flow of signals and generating instant responses. They maintain not distance from the environment around them, but are immersed in it. They scurry about, interpenetrating other minds, landscapes, and ideas.” (Brooks, p. xi)
While he is very clear in the introduction that he “does not to try to discern God’s role in all of this, but if there is divine creativity, surely it is active in this inner soulsphere, where brain matter produces emotion and love rewires the neurons.” (Brooks, p xvii)
At the end of the book however as Harold, one of the main characters of the story, is dying... “There were no analytics, no reservations, no ambitions, no future desires of past difficulties. It was just I and Thou. A unity of being. A higher state if knowledge. A merger of souls. At this point his questions about the meaning of life were no longer asked, but were answered”
“Harold entered the hidden kingdom entirely and then lost consciousness forever.” (Brooks, p. 376)
The strange part about this is, the way he describes Harold’s final few minutes of life, is pretty much how I feel whenever I meditate. For me, I do feel I’m “dead” to the world but totally alive and immersed in God’s oneness, and can feel His Presence.
Richard Rohr in his A Lever and a Place to Stand; The Contemplative Stance, The Active Prayer (ISBN:9781587680649), alludes to this in the beginning of his book.. …”the beauty of the unconscious is that it knows a great deal, whether personal or collective, but always knows that is does not know, cannot say, dare or try to prove or assert to strongly, because what it does know is that there is always more and all words fall short…and later what is needed for the integration of action and contemplation is..1) a strong tolerance for ambiguity; 2) an ability to allow, forgive and contain a certain degree of anxiety; and 3) a willingness to not know and not even need to know” (Rohr, p.x). Rohr obviously takes it further than Brooks, but Rohr has a bigger agenda, but the essence of the experience is the same. Rohr also references Thomas Merton in his preface “Brightness and the Holy Spirit”. Rohr cites a Merton quote, “I die by Brightness and the Holy Spirit”, which is also part of my meditative experience.
I usually do see a “Brightness” that Thomas Merton refers to, when I’m deeper in my meditation and I’m not sure how it happens. After I go through “The Examen of Consciousness” (Ignatian Prayer) and start to repeat the Jesus Prayer (The Jesus Prayer), a star which reminds me of what I imagine the star of Bethlehem to be, emerges out of the darkness. And soon after it emerges it is swallowed up by the darkness, but it reappears again and again, like “Kingdom Fireworks.” This goes on for a time but it is a timeless state of mind until I suddenly “pop out” of my meditative state and feel refreshed and at ease about the world, but it wasn’t always like this.
My first attempts in the late 70’s at mediation were guided by the book You Must Relax by a E. Jacobson…. sounds relaxing just by the title, right? The image and song that would continually emerge when I was trying hard to relax then was from Pink Floyd’s song, Comfortably Numb…because when I was a child I did have a fever, and my hands did feel like two balloons and every time I had a fever, I had the same dark scary dream…not quite as bad as Pink Floyd (Comfortably Numb)..but too scary to endure. After a while I decided I must not relax like this, and later in 1983, I heard Herbert Benson talk about his The Relaxation Response. I used this for a number of years and things started to improve. The big change came in 1987 when a friend gave me the book The Way of the Pilgrim and Pilgrim Continues the Way (The Way of the Pilgrim) written by an anonymous pilgrim in Russia (Late 1800’s) and it set me on a course with the Jesus Prayer which has been with me ever since.
I do believe the Lord does want to spend time with us, but we must want to spend time with Him. And in that time of mediation and with same Divine Mystery by which He gave the gift of life, breath, and consciousness we do enter into “soulsphere” (Brooks) or “One Flow” (Rohr). However, “Your mind must be renewed by a spiritual revolution” (Ephesians 424, The Jerusalem Bible) to… simply put, “Follow me” (Jesus).
So, don’t be like the Harold’s of this world and wait until the end of your life to experience the Lord’s oneness. Learn to meditate. Do I spend enough time meditating? No. Do I always do what I think is right? No. Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord. If you do meditate in a faith tradition, Christian or otherwise, what has been your experience?
in the Presence of the Lord
Joe Landis
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